Nothing's stopping you from doing music on the side. If you love it you'll do it and you'll go the extra length. There's room on the market for video tutorials, meme tracks and whatnot on YouTube. Hell look at MoxiFloxi. You got this mister. Keep on learning, don't listen to your critical self and let your instincts guide you.
MchectorII
I used to see that happen sometimes in my school but as an introvert,I didn’t (and still don’t) think much about it.If you ask me though,I guess it could just be the hormones or the fact that the others are just enjoying their youth before hitting adulthood.