why are people my age (and younger) so fixated for a relationship so bad?

especially normal people... i don't understand. they should really be more worried about what they're going to do after they graduate and shit. like me, i'm scared of just knowing that the musician life is not as sunshine and butterflies as it may seem and that my life would most likely be wasted as a result. ;_; i'm even more scared of knowing that i'll have to quit at some point as a last resort for a safer route. a relationship with someone that won't even last a week doesn't even matter compared to this

they already have friends that always have their backs whenever they need them, who could ask for something more than that? hell even just randomly send each other funny messages for no reason than for the fun of it. i don't understand

i'm jealous of those people. cause ain't no one praying for my dog ass.

sorry for the thought. move on with ur day idc